My random thoughts again....

Throughout my life, thought comes and go each day. That is normal in each human being. But what if each thoughts that comes and goes starts with a "What if......?". Gosh....Life is simple but complicated when we want it to be. Every step or decision is surrounded by fear of the consequences and risk. Imagine, just one simple word is able to bring down a king from his throne. Love is the name and this simple word can make a man's life goes upside down. However, I am grateful to God for the gift of family and friends who walked with me along my journey in life. Many times, I may show fear in taking steps to journey through life. But words of encouragements and patience showed by all my acquaintances has helped me pulled through some of the tough times. Everyone went through and made mistakes but I've made a huge one by letting go and neglect my friends/buddies when i am in a relationship each time. i can give reasons like I need to be with her because of the condition she's in or simply say I want to give the best and everything to the one I love. I told myself not to repeat this foolish steps anymore. I want to be with my friends whenever they are going through tough times and I want them to do the same to me. Guess, never had I actually express my gratitude to each of you. But deep down inside, my little heart is always saying "thank you for being there for me and may god takes care and bless you."